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She got twice the money she visualized
Subject: The riskiest thing of all
Hey, It's Ramon —
A woman in our WhatsApp group shared something today that is inspiring a lot of us.
A couple months ago she quit waitressing.
The job was draining every bit of energy she had, until there was nothing left for the work she's actually here to do.
Her healing work. Her singing. The book she'd been carrying around inside her for who knows how long.
So she made a deal with herself. Go all in. Finish the book, publish the table of contents on her site, and trust that the support would meet her there.
She lives alone. No safety net to speak of. She knew exactly how risky it was, and she said so out loud.
And this is the part I love.
She didn't just say it. She started moving like it was already true.
She walked into a bank and asked for a line of credit to cover her expenses while she built.
They said no. Not enough income, they told her.
A couple months ago, that no would have wrecked her.
This time she just went, okay. Next.
Then she did something that sounds small and isn't. She went and tried on the feeling of the woman she was becoming. Clothes that felt elegant. Clothes that felt like her.
Then she walked into one of the expensive supermarkets in her city. Told herself she was just there for the vibe…
At the register, the cashier asked if she had a loyalty card.
Every other time, she'd have said no and kept walking. Some part of her figured she didn't belong in a place like that anyway.
This time she said, let's make one right now.
The card came with a 100-franc gift. Then they told her 1,000 was available to her.
And when she got home and looked closer, the card had a total limit of 3,800 francs.
She'd asked for around 2,000. She got almost double.
There's one more piece.
The morning she put all of this together was one of the hardest she'd had in months.
She woke up convinced she'd made a mistake. That she should drop the book, forget the coaching, go back to waitressing where at least things were predictable.
She actually reached out to someone that morning to ask for help with money. Felt awful doing it.
And then she opened that card and saw the 3,800.
Here's the thing about that morning.
Her nervous system spent all of it trying to drag her back to waitressing. The body reads familiar as safe. So a job that was draining the life out of her still felt safer than the unknown she was walking into.
That's the pull almost everyone feels right before things change. Your body doesn't sort danger from unfamiliar. It just knows this isn't what we usually do, and it sounds the alarm.
She felt every bit of that alarm. And she held the new identity anyway.
That card had a 3,800 limit sitting inside it before she ever walked through the door. The number was already there. What changed is that she practiced being someone who could stand in a place like that and belong. And on the worst possible morning, her body held that long enough for her to reach what was already waiting for her.
I know that pull personally.
Years ago I jumped from a two-bedroom apartment into a house that cost double the rent. I couldn't actually afford it when I signed. Every practical voice said don't.
We did it anyway. And it turned out to be one of the best moves of our life.
And it taught me something about risk I come back to constantly.
The riskiest thing you can do is stay somewhere that's slowly draining you because it feels safe.
When you're doing the work you're actually here for, you spend your days in joy and gratitude and flow.
And when you're in that state without a death grip on exactly how things have to look, the only thing you can attract is more of it.
That's what she did. She stopped waiting for proof before she'd let herself feel wealthy. She felt it first. And the proof came looking for her.
She also picked up a new coaching client that same week. Someone who found her on Instagram out of nowhere and happily paid her full rate. A rate she'd more than doubled, because she finally believed the work was worth it.
If you feel that pull, the one that says go back to what's familiar right when you're on the edge of something, you don't have to hold the new identity by yourself.
That's most of what we do inside the Inner Circle. We witness each other becoming the version that's already reaching for the life. It's a lot harder to talk yourself out of it when a room full of people is holding it with you.
→ Come join us here: innercircle.creatingthroughenergy.com
Talk soon, Ramon
P.S. Our next live class inside the Inner Circle is on exactly this. Taking manifestation from something you understand to something you live. The gap between knowing it and being it. If that's the wall you keep hitting, that's the room for it.